I understand what you are talking about. I used to struggle with this on a daily basis. It finally dawned on me that I need to concentrate on being me, not one of the "top guns".
I only have so many hours in a day. I have a day job (50 miles away in Austin), a family, a side job troubleshooting computers, and I gig on some weekends.
There are lots of steel players in San Antonio that run rings around me. But, it doesn't get me down anymore. Considering that I don't devote 24/7 to my steel, and that I don't take lessons; I still manage to keep filling up the gig calendar. I have been with my primary band for at least 15 years, and I freelance with two others on a regular basis.
I've come to the point where I've decided that I will continue to grow on steel guitar. But at my own pace, not someone else's.
When I saw Mickey Adams' videos on YouTube, I saw a new perspective on things that I am going to try out. 5 years ago, I would have wanted to curl up in a fetal position. But not today. I said, "Hmmmm. That's an interesting twist. I'm going to try that."
Richard, the bottom line is that most of these guys that we admire so much have had a lot of time in the pilot's chair. They have been exposed to steel for a LONG time. For a lot of them, it is all they do. I've seen your videos. I like what you do. Just enjoy your steel. There are more of us who will enjoy your steel work right there with you.
